Father daughter relationship

This post is dedicated to papa.

Father Daughter relationship is the one of the most loving and beautiful relations on the earth.

Mostly we know that mother suffer lots of problems and pain during baby birth.

But father is the person who may be not able to feel that pain but he spend his whole life to work hard for his baby and does lots of wait to see a first sight of his baby girl or boy. He feels so cheer full when his baby opens their eyes in his hand. He waits for hearing the words “papa” from his child.

You can say it is like a most exciting moments for him and start planning for his baby future before baby come to this world.

He helps his daughter or son for their first walk & spends his every night sitting near to his baby, so baby will not cry. If we think about beautiful moment we had spent with our family, its looks like a dream now because we are grownup and Busy in own world.

 But still there are lot of memories in every one life which always come up in mind, sometime may be they are not very much good but still they left little smile on every one faces and remind us how much stupid we were.

I still remember when my father went to school for my admission, how much excited he was at that time, looks like he was the one who going to school and me you can assume that.

Every day after coming from office, he always spare sometime for me to play with me. I don’t know how he managed that. Now I am working & feels like every day is fighting for life, forgets about any spare time.

He always tried his best to keep me happy and gave everything, like every good father do even may be they are not able to effort that. Do you know what is the funny thing, when I was child always wish to be a grownup and earn lots of money and do something? Now I wish to control time and go back to my childhood and spend my whole life with my parents.

Whenever I need him he was always beside me. He is the one who always help me to select what is wrong and right. Yes, mostly all the time, I don’t listen to him but he always loves me. I can say he is the only one who accepts me as am I. Why he is so kind and nice & why I was so rude. 

I don’t have answers of my own question till now. Our parents always love us without any expiation and we always think, we do not need any one but inside our heart we have so much love for them, just a matter of time sometime it is too  late to listen own heart. One day I was talking to my father on the Skype internet and suddenly, he start crying & there was lots of tear in his eyes and as A very much good and lovely daughter, I start laughing  and asked him “hey papa why are u crying”. He was sitting so quiet and sad then he said I miss u lot, you are my naughtiest daughter whenever I used to come back to home on holidays (he is in army). We always had a fight and now my missing that fight & missing your stupid thing which you always do. (Actually I am specialist in braking things like TV, fans and much more).

Then what after hearing that words I felt like my heart beat stopped but I just don’t want to let him know that “I miss you too Dad” and I gave a smile and said “bye dad, I am feeling sleepy”.

Now I just want to say

“Dear papa, I know your birthday is coming next month, maybe I will not there with you.

But I know, I am always in your heart and some time I do thing which you don’t like.

I am so sorry for everything and just want to say “I love you dad more than anything and Wish you very very happy birthday in advance.  I know, I cannot able to do thing which you have done for me,

But I will try my best to be a good daughter and for you as your son.

Love you Papa 

 

Bad Day of Month

It all starts when on one evening after office; we (me & hubby) went to supermarket to buy some grocery.

After finishing the shopping we went to checkout assistant for making the payment. i tried my card it didn’t work tried again but with same result this time too. The operator told me that your card is not working but I didn’t listen as was busy in lessening songs and I started giving logical explanation to him for why is that card not working like try again it happen sometime, etc. Kamal was watching me and started laughing and he gave his card to operator to proceed with the payment and we left from Tesco. Till then I didn’t understand what the issue was.

Then in the way to home he told me your card was not working, and then I couldn’t wait to check what is going on. I tried my card in cash machine as well but still it was declined for cash withdrawal. I couldn’t understand it should at least have 30 to 40 pounds then why it was not working.

Then I check on internet and come to know it has only 23 pound. But still it should work, do not know what is going on.

Then finally reached at home and kept some pasta for boiling and told hubby to check that. When I came back from gym, first thing I did check my pasta. It was nice and boiled but still starts fighting with him Kamal without any reason. (May be it was little overcooked)

I think, I get mad sometimes, even I know from inside that he too tired as much as I and still he have helped me but I just ignore it.

Next morning, Oh My God, I wake up at 7:30 and have to reach station to catch the train at 7:49.

So what, I managed somehow. I was having only 10 min to go for that i do not know how did I mange but after all, I got ready and Kamal got surprised how I got ready and then reached to station after running, but train was late for 3 min. then I know, I am 10 min late for office.

Actually have a connected train for office, which means there is only 4 min time for me to get other train after get down from first train.

 Probably because of that when I reached to other station to catch my other train, I missed it. So what I have to wait for 30min to catch other train and it was very cold in morning.

Then I have to call and inform my senior in the office. At that time, I just wanted to cry because my phone is blocked from two days and I was thinking it is a network problem. I could not tell you how I managed without phone.

Thank God!!! Kamal has called me so I told him to SMS someone in my office about reaching late of office that day.

Finally the train arrived, I was getting hungry so I started eating cornflake without any milk in the train but I was running out of luck that day I think. My Tiffin fell down on the train floor and I had no option but to blame me and my luck.

At such times, I just feel like killing myself but leave it. Finally I reached to office, as I was late so I had to work extra time so lunch time was missed little bit.

but I still have hope my evening should be fine, then suddenly got remember one day before during spinning class in gym, I heart my lag and it is still pain.

After finishing my day, I thought that I still have to go home and cook and the journey back to home. There is so much to do.

Is my life too hard?

It sounds too funny as well, isn’t it? But touch wood, we should always keep the cool and try to be happy. Otherwise life is hard indeed and I know my life is lot better than many people who need to struggle much more daily.

Sometime it is very hard to control the thing when they all going in different way (bad direction), at that time hard you try to do thing better, and more they will go wrong.

I think because during the hard time, it is very difficult to control the mind in right direction so better to chill out for some time, not try too much hard and thing always go in right direction when you are in good mood.

So be happy, keep smiling and spread smiles. There are many around who need it badly.