Bad Day of Month

It all starts when on one evening after office; we (me & hubby) went to supermarket to buy some grocery.

After finishing the shopping we went to checkout assistant for making the payment. i tried my card it didn’t work tried again but with same result this time too. The operator told me that your card is not working but I didn’t listen as was busy in lessening songs and I started giving logical explanation to him for why is that card not working like try again it happen sometime, etc. Kamal was watching me and started laughing and he gave his card to operator to proceed with the payment and we left from Tesco. Till then I didn’t understand what the issue was.

Then in the way to home he told me your card was not working, and then I couldn’t wait to check what is going on. I tried my card in cash machine as well but still it was declined for cash withdrawal. I couldn’t understand it should at least have 30 to 40 pounds then why it was not working.

Then I check on internet and come to know it has only 23 pound. But still it should work, do not know what is going on.

Then finally reached at home and kept some pasta for boiling and told hubby to check that. When I came back from gym, first thing I did check my pasta. It was nice and boiled but still starts fighting with him Kamal without any reason. (May be it was little overcooked)

I think, I get mad sometimes, even I know from inside that he too tired as much as I and still he have helped me but I just ignore it.

Next morning, Oh My God, I wake up at 7:30 and have to reach station to catch the train at 7:49.

So what, I managed somehow. I was having only 10 min to go for that i do not know how did I mange but after all, I got ready and Kamal got surprised how I got ready and then reached to station after running, but train was late for 3 min. then I know, I am 10 min late for office.

Actually have a connected train for office, which means there is only 4 min time for me to get other train after get down from first train.

 Probably because of that when I reached to other station to catch my other train, I missed it. So what I have to wait for 30min to catch other train and it was very cold in morning.

Then I have to call and inform my senior in the office. At that time, I just wanted to cry because my phone is blocked from two days and I was thinking it is a network problem. I could not tell you how I managed without phone.

Thank God!!! Kamal has called me so I told him to SMS someone in my office about reaching late of office that day.

Finally the train arrived, I was getting hungry so I started eating cornflake without any milk in the train but I was running out of luck that day I think. My Tiffin fell down on the train floor and I had no option but to blame me and my luck.

At such times, I just feel like killing myself but leave it. Finally I reached to office, as I was late so I had to work extra time so lunch time was missed little bit.

but I still have hope my evening should be fine, then suddenly got remember one day before during spinning class in gym, I heart my lag and it is still pain.

After finishing my day, I thought that I still have to go home and cook and the journey back to home. There is so much to do.

Is my life too hard?

It sounds too funny as well, isn’t it? But touch wood, we should always keep the cool and try to be happy. Otherwise life is hard indeed and I know my life is lot better than many people who need to struggle much more daily.

Sometime it is very hard to control the thing when they all going in different way (bad direction), at that time hard you try to do thing better, and more they will go wrong.

I think because during the hard time, it is very difficult to control the mind in right direction so better to chill out for some time, not try too much hard and thing always go in right direction when you are in good mood.

So be happy, keep smiling and spread smiles. There are many around who need it badly.